Am I True

I reach deep inside myself, the necessity of self-preservation, for salvation. I am a very serious person, much more serious than anyone would ever give me credit. But am I a real man? That's the question. Am I true, within me. Do I have it in me, to move towards a whole new level of being? At the same time, I slip from self-preservation. I slip from everything that stands most important. Sincerity sits like everything that it should. I know the game, and it really is a game.