Finding the Answers

I see God in the distance. And then when I come close, he disappears. Like a cycle this happens, time and time again. I'm aggravated now, trying to figure how to justify my cause. Finding God just isn't easy. He's elusive and intangible and somehow not functioning on all cylinders. Or maybe I'm not functioning on all cylinders. Maybe, both of us are missing a little. We certainly miss each other. I search and search, often coming close. And then when I come close, he disappears. Poof, like a magic show with smoke and mirrors and the works. Somehow, I keep searching. I keep wondering. When am I going to find the answers that I'm looking for?