Not Quite Right

I feel paranoid and not quite right. I feel like I better look over my shoulder. Something's coming to get me. I better watch my back. I hate this feeling. I want peace and tranquility, when all I see is darkness and doom. My mental stability wavers with adversity. I am depressed sometimes. I am paranoid. I seek answers. I seek wisdom. I walk through my life as a lonely man, sometimes. I often wish that I were happier. I wish that I felt better about my actions and choices and consequence. I wish that I had been a little more successful. I know that I can do better. I need to quit feeling paranoid. I need to quit looking over my shoulder. I need to know that my back is covered. I need to get over feeling not quite right and get on with things.